Write it as a dream, read it as a goal

A really quick post, just to let you know that I'm not dead XD

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Also, some weeks ago I've started learning Japanese (thanks, hika86 , thanks ♥♥♥)... it's a bit hard and I hate kanji already (and I'm just at the beginning O__O), but it's fun, interesting, and I'm loving it ♥
Oh, now I'm 20... And I'm feeling old already XD
Two nights ago I couldn't sleep, because I was thinking about idiotic things like 'I'm already 20 and I have not accomplished anything good yet', 'I hate studying', 'This university is too hard for me', 'I'm stupid', 'I'll never find a proper job', 'I'll die under a bridge, sad and lonely' (no, I didn't go so far XD). The next morning everything was ok! Sometimes I became paranoic and start thinking negatively.
Fortunately it doesn't happen often!!
What else?... Oh, I've started a diet! And I lost 3 kilos, I'm soooo happy! Now I have to loose another one and I can finish the diet! (Though I'll have to continue to do legs exercises and run :/)
I want a pizza. And pasta. GIVE ME CARBOHYDRATES!!!! *going crazy*

Anyway, even if I'm busy, I still manage to find some time to fangirl!
Just yesterday I watched Bartender's 6th episode. I won't say anything about the story for those of you who haven't seen it yet, but... AIBA.
I'm so in love with this man, really.
And in this episode he wears a bandana and he manages to remain handsome *_*
Now Aiba+bandana is my new fetish (I've a loooong list of fetishes, yes O_o)
Just look:

   

Isn't he beautiful?
You, miracolous creature named Aiba Masaki, we love you *_* Even with a bandana (I usually HATE bandanas on men)
Well, now I'll stop blabbling about nonsense XD
I love you all <3<3<3<3<3